three guys one problem

stuck in between.

2008-03-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

It's Day 3.
Met up with Lyn and Eden again.
I just glad i have them companying me.
Thanks guys.

11am, 28th March
Woke up once again.
Sometimes i hope
I don't have to wake up at all.
Only hoping to see your return,
Not the break of dawn.

12pm,
Ate prata with them.
At that very same place,
Very same table.
Dear girl, i wished you were there.

After lunch,
Headed back to my house.
Supposed to gym,
But we decided to slack.

Around 7.30pm,
We headed out to Orchard.
For me to grab a new bag.
We took bus 518 down,
Many thoughts and scene hit me,
Especially the clouds again.
If i could,
I would paint them out for you.
Sometimes, i wish i could do the impossible.
Like bringing the clouds home for you.
Or like flying over to your side now.
How i wish i could.

Its Day 3,
Soon to end.
It's neither here nor there.
Put it simply,
You've been gone for 3 days.
I miss you.
But in 2 days time,
You'll be back.
I am glad!

I want to quickly hold you in my arms,
And spend my entire time with you.
Cause i know,
With you,
I'll feel all the happiness in the world.
With you,
Nothing can ever go wrong.
Only you,
Can make my world so perfect.

And all i want now,
Is you.

missing you... still.

2008-03-27T22:30:00.002+08:00

1.03am, 27th March.
I tried to sleep,
But you came into my mind again.
How are you doing?
Are you sleeping?
Everything about you.
Is there no other ways,
Other than to wait for Sunday?
Sigh...

11.00am,
I woke up.
Feels weird not being able to say Good Morning to you.
I waited for Eden to arrive,
we planned for gym.
But things changed.
Sigh...

Around 1.00pm,
We decided to swim.
In the pool,
I thought of you again.
I tried not to let it bother me,
But while tanning,
It affected me somehow.
I miss the time we stare at the clouds,
Seeing if we could find something.
Like a face,
Or a wolf.
Sigh...

5.02pm,
Met up with Amos and Hizam,
We played soccer.
Eden played a little like me.
We didn't had that ball sense.
But i guess it doesn't matter.
Played till the sun was down.
The clouds once again,
Made me thought of you.
Sigh...

10.30pm,
I begin blogging again.
So much happenings today,
Yet my mind was still stuck with you.
Dear girl,
Did you have fun today?
Hope you're eating well.
I don't really know how Hong Kong is like,
But i believe you are having fun.
You said that most probably you'll be at Disneyland today.
Did you take that same ride 10 times?
Sigh...
So many more questions in mind.
But what's the point?
When there's no one answering them.
I miss you.
I only wish for time to pass faster,
For my heart is really feeling horrible.
I guess i won't sleep,
Till the clock strike 12.
Weird but true,
I just want to see the day pass
Before i go to bed.

Missing you... part 2

2008-03-26T22:50:00.004+08:00

8.28am, 26th March
I received your last message
before you flew off to Hong Kong.
I cried myself to sleep.

11.40am.
I woke up,
Hoping everything was merely a dream.
I guess reality still struck me.
I miss you.

3.00pm,
I met Lyn and Eden.
Without you,
It didn't felt complete.
Your smile was all i could think of.
I need you.

9.23pm,
I finally received a message,
A sign of hope.
But it didn't last long.
You said you'll not be able to message me,
Till you come back.
I was lost.

10.54pm,
I begin blogging,
About my love and misses for you.
It's been empty since you left,
Although it's only Day 1.
But I just wasn't used to it.
My phone was silent,
My MSN didn't blink.
I'm in my own world,
Lost without you.

What am i to do?
It's been only less than a day
And i am already feeling this way.
I'm glad Lyn and Eden was there with me,
Or else i really wouldn't know
How to spend my time
With you stuck in my mind.
I guess I will end here,
Cause I'll probably tear.
I miss you, girl.
And i love you.
Hurry come home...

Few words...

2008-03-26T00:48:00.003+08:00

I don't really want to say much.
I guess as time past,
I'm starting to lose my mood and all.
But I'll put in a few words.

It's the day,
The day you will fly away.
All I have is a few hours left with you.
But I'll treasure them with my heart.
Thinking about you leaving,
It makes me tear.
In fact,
They're already dropping down.
Hearing your voice,
Seeing your smile,
The smell of your perfume.
All these has become a part of my life.
I know it's a few days,
But to me,
It's like forever.
I'll miss you.
I'm sorry to let you see me like that.
But I'll be strong.
I promise.
And like i promised,
My eye bags will be better!
I love you. :)

Missing you... part 1

2008-03-24T01:27:00.003+08:00

Today, 24th March is the date...
On a brighter note,
It's Junhui's birthday.
Happy birthday to you~!
May your wishes come true!
And keep smiling alright?

But on a heavier note,
It's 2 more days
Before she flies to Hong Kong.
The time we spent for now,
Well, I just hope it was more.
I know it's just probably 5 days,
But I'll still miss you badly.

Just when things were
Hitting off on the right note,
You had to go for 5 days.
I'll miss you girl...
No matter where you are,
Even if you are by my side,
I will still miss you.
Because i love you.

There are somethings,
I really want you to know.
But I won't put it here.
Because somethings,
Are meant for only you and me.
But let me say something
Before i end this lonely post.
No matter what happens,
Huiying,
I will always love you...
Whole-heartedly...

I love you

2008-03-22T22:09:00.003+08:00

Where's everybody in da house?
Are you all gone?
Or perhaps problem-free?
Please share some stories~
Let me start with mine,
A little dedication...

I have been living a life of a king recently,
With someone dearest to me.
I have been thinking of her every single moment,
And even now, i still do.

I am not going to be a tortoise anymore!
This is something i promise you.
You gave me something special,
And I'll treasure it with my heart.

With you,
I feel like a little baby
In the hands of his mother.
Feeling the love that words cannot describe.

But at the same time,
I want to protect you
Whenever I'm around you.
I guess i want you to feel the love too.

Hui Ying,
You are the one girl dearest to me.
Through highs and lows,
We will face them together.

I don't just want to love you for one moment,
But i want to love you forever.
It ain't easy to trust at the start,
But we will walk through this together slowly.

Because of three shorts words
But carries a huge meaning,
And only one purpose.
I love you.

and i miss you...

2008-03-18T21:13:00.005+08:00

26th of March,
The date you will be flying off~
Although it's only 5 days,
It seems like 5 years to me.

Time we spent so far,
Ain't much.
To come and think of it,
It's only few hours.
I miss you.

I know things may look too good to be true now,
But I want to make it all true.
And it won't be just one moment,
But every single moment i get to spend with you.
I love you.

I know there are some points of me that aren't all good,
But I will make them better.
Just so to let you know,
I don't want to lose you, girl.

There are so many things I want to do with you,
But so little time right now.
I don't mind waiting,
But there's still a feeling
That says,
I miss you, girl.
And I hope to be there for you at every moment.

a... love song?

2008-03-16T15:14:00.002+08:00

Are we just going to sing A love song?
Or are we going to sing love songs?
It's 2 down, 1 to go~
If you get my drift...

Although things has just started off,
I'm already starting to miss her badly!
Is it normal?
Or am i just weird?
Hmmmm...
Let me put some thought into it..
I think I'm just silly in love~!

A few nice posts by Keith...
Interesting yet quite irritating..
Hahaha!
Trying to shoot me only right?!
Like Jashawn always say,
Le Eh Tio Eh...
Hahahaha!
I can't even blog properly now~!

Let's not care about making a nice post already!
Together we shall sing~
Dance and drink~
To our little love song...

To Keith~! To Me~! And hopefully soon~

TO EDEN!!!!

HUEHUEHUE~~!!

sing a love song

2008-03-15T00:01:00.003+08:00

sweet dreams are made of these,
hold her hand for an hour if you please.
you and her we used to tease,
and sometimes you got really pissed.

well once a upon a time you said,
her smile just makes you lose your head.
i told you you'd lose your heart too,
you never admitted, but it was so true.

we've always wished upon a star,
that you and her would come this far.
and what keith said was right,
on that very fateful night.

i told you that you stood a chance,
to hold her hand or even dance.
i knew for her you'd dance ballet,
and we asked her to our chalet.

so slowly but steadily your affection grew,
but it wasnt just you two,
you must thank your friends for being there
lending you a ear or shoulder, because we care.

one day i hope to attend your wedding,
and i'll bring some pumpkin pudding.
i'd wish the best for the bride and groom.

MAY YOU HAVE A BABY SOON!

13th March...

2008-03-14T00:28:00.002+08:00

Before 13th March,
Many things/events took place.
Some were good memories,
And some were bad memories.
But that's just life playing its role.

On 13th March,
One very important event took place.
It's this day,
That marks a new chapter.
A new beginning.

After 13th March,
Many more things/events will take place.
I'll make them look good,
Feel good,
Sound good,
And they will BE good.
This is promise you.

There has been this one thing,
I wanted to tell you personally,
But i didn't dare to say it in the bus.
Is that from a small liking,
It grew to something bigger.
And i guess,
All i want to say is,
I love you.

I've waited long enough for this day,
And i don't want to lose you.
I'll do anything to make you the happiest girl.

13th March 2008

lala

2008-03-12T09:06:00.001+08:00

dont worry boy, i know how to take care of my girl
she doesnt drink excessively. and she only likes red wine.

there's much you dont know, dont jump to conclusions.

(:

she has never drunk excessively. only when she's unhappy.

and since she's got me.

unhappy's out of the dictionary.

no problems?

2008-03-12T00:56:00.002+08:00

Is there such thing as no problem, dear Eden?
Hahaha!
Friends we are,
Friends we shall always be.
Be it now or in the future.
We will always be near.

To Keith,
Take care of Keat Yin.
Do the right thing,
Don't let her drink excessively anymore alright?
You should know best what to do.

To Eden,
Set things right.
Don't let me down.
Jiayou!
Keep up that smile.

To myself,
Relight your world.
There's a reason to do so.
You should know it better.
Jiayou!

To everyone out there,
Problems we all will face.
But the way we handle it,
We can change.
Choose the best way,
Don't procrastinate.
Live life to the fullest.
Smile.

3 Guys 1 Problem...
It ain't only 1 problem.
Cause there's more where that came from!
Beware. . .

I'm still here

2008-03-11T12:44:00.004+08:00

Awww. So sweet. Thanks keith.

eden eden you're still here
it's just that you prefer to be a passive ear
reading listening reading listening
to the problems you guys might have been facing

seriously poems poems are not my type
because it shows that i can't type
nah, this place isn't a disgrace
maybe like you said, its not my place

it has been so long since we 3 met
maybe thats cause our lives has been set
from three guys one problem
to three guys no problem

yes friends we're and friends we'll be
we pledge to keep our friendship free
free from any quarrels or fights
we just have to try it with our might

so here i am
with words so few
i guess thats it
the end of this

eden eden where are you

2008-03-10T22:42:00.003+08:00

eden eden has disappeared,
from this blog just as i feared.
maybe this is just not his place,
or he feels that it a disgrace.

but never be afraid to share,
your problems to us you can bare.
and together we will help you bear,
and show you some tender,loving,care.

cos friends we are and friends we will be,
hopefully friends eternally.
even if we go to different courses,
that dont mean our friendship'll suffer losses.

so eden it dont matter where you are,
friends like us will never be far.
and you must know no matter what you're thinking,
we'll be behind you as your backing.

deargirl its for you again.

2008-03-09T23:24:00.000+08:00

this day with you has been a blast
some bad moments, but they didn't last.
when i'm with you, time passes so fast.
and it feels just like an hour has past.

girl you bring smiles to my face.
no chance to meet you will go to waste.
there's no feeling of disgrace.
even losing my way in a maze.

life is full of ups and downs,
when i was down, you came around.
you turned my darkness into light,
and with you my life is bright.

deargirl you mean so much to me,
after today i can seriously see.
that i'm just lyrics,
but you're the melody.

i'd sing a song for you personally,
it'd go, i'll be yours eternally.
for you i'd do anything,
and to hold your hand i'd forgo everything.

dear girl for now i'd like to say,
i'm sorry for whatever happened today.
next time you wont go out of sight,
cos when i was in darkness you brought me light.

one moment

2008-03-07T19:58:00.000+08:00

Just done and and over with class chalet.
Fun and laughter we had,
It's perhaps the last time 1B06 will meet like that.
People got drunk,
People got high,
Some perhaps even felt like dying.
But let's just smile with the days that comes by.

For me,
It's a night i won't forget.
And i think it goes for the same to some of you.
But it's a different story for me, i guess.
Not sure if it's in a good way,
Or a bad way,
But still it was, to me, something.
I don't want to go into details,
But i guess things were a little too hasty.

To be honest,
I don't mind having everyday like this.
Having you by my side,
Watching over you when you're asleep.
Or perhaps even holding your hands when we walk the beach.
But i guess,
Somethings we just can't rush.
And we all need a little more time.
I don't really know what I'm saying,
Or even thinking now.
But i guess things perhaps,
Are just like that.

If given a chance,
I really want to be the one for you.
Keep Smiling.

Even if it means dying.

2008-03-06T11:00:00.000+08:00

These few days,
It's been something special to me.
In every sense,
I hope I brought you the fun and happiness.
Even though it was like heavenly,
But definitely,
I do still have my worries.

Having to spend most of my time with you,
I hope i haven't disappointed you.
Being able to just see you,
It made me smile.
There were times,
I want to hold you in my arms.
Giving you the warmth when you are cold.
But i remain hesitant.

Perhaps it's just me?
Perhaps I'm too scared,
Or perhaps I'm just too unsure
If i should actually proceed.
I don't mind getting all drenched up by the rain,
And i know i won't mind tearing my t-shirt apart
If you fall and hurt your leg.
But I will mind if anything happened to you
That will make my heart ache.

Every time i look at you,
I get a feeling in me.
A feeling that's ready to burst out.
A feeling that says,
You are the girl i want to love and care.
The girl i want to have in my arms.
The girl i want to have in my life.
I'm not too sure about how you feel,
But it doesn't matter to me anymore.

If things were to change for the worse,
It doesn't matter to me.
Because i know at the end of the day,
I've tried.
And i know, I will still care for you
And shower you with everything I've got.
And if i may,
I would like to say,
I love you.

camp

2008-03-05T22:34:00.000+08:00

keith's back from camp.
he feels like a tramp,
that went for a ramp.
sleep in a tent,
wake up got cramp.

first day went to their school
eat chicken rice that taste like poo.
then fetched the kids on a bus.
the ride didnt seem to last.

met the little kids,
when we tried to greet.
some of them threw fits.
and it wasn't neat.

well some girls were cute,
i saw and went, "what a beaut"
they cheered really loud.
and were a wonderful crowd.

some were really bad,
made me really mad.
but when i was angry,
they thought i was funny.

first day whole day rain,
pitched our tents in vain.
shout until throat pain,
so their attention i could gain.

second day was better,
some kids were much fatter.
tried to get them on a raft,
but the raft didnt last.

cos soon it was low tide,
and rules we had to abide.
couldnt let them go out to sea,
as the floor was too muddy.

i left the camp early,
regretlessly,
unknown to me,
some of them smsed me.

i really miss my kids quite a lot, instructors and friends there too.

but i guess i missed you more, so i just had to leave.

but if there was a chance i'd go for the camp again, and this time.

i'd surely bring you with me.

HELLOOOOOO

2008-03-02T11:26:00.000+08:00

i love you dear,
so do not fear.
you'll never get hurt,
while i am near.

i will never let you cry,
sunflowers for you i'll buy.
your dearboy will not be shy,
and trust me this is not a lie.

i promise i wont let you down,
your face will never have a frown.
if you cant swim you'll never drown,
and i'll bring you shopping in town.

i'm willing to go the extra mile,
just to see you for awhile.
i'd write your name on all my tiles,
so when you're in my room - you'd always smile.

girl you've really changed my life,
now i feel much more alive.
i dont care if yishun is far,
cos for you i'd run as fast as a car.

a thousand smses we have been sending,
a whole week with you i've been spending.
you've grown to be my one and only,
with me by your side, i assure you.

you'll never be lonely.

February 29th, Answers?

2008-03-01T02:35:00.000+08:00

The Leap Years.
That's what we watched together,
For the first time.
Great show,
Great place,
Lovely you.

While watching the show,
I had thoughts in my mind.
Both sweet and bitter.
But still, I had you beside me.
Every now and then,
I worry i'm moving too quickly,
I worry i am not able to bring you the fun element.
However, I'm still determined.
To bring you something more.
Something you've been looking for.

I know things aren't easy for you
Now that reality sets in.
But i have decided.
I will take things slowly.
In due time,
I hope you will find the answer
You are looking for.

Keep smiling SuperGirl.
I'll be there for you no matter what.
If you have two left foot,
I'll be your right.
And walk with you through the nights.

(:

2008-02-26T21:57:00.001+08:00

"this is fuck weird. we only know each other for like one fucking week?"
"does it matter?"
"no"
"okay (:"

random pictures!

2008-02-25T22:15:00.000+08:00

i know she'll probably murder us, but dont think she reads this blog.

oh my. how sweet (: Weet!

guess that's that?

ITS FOR DOGGIES! LOL

My end is, perhaps, near.

2008-02-24T02:09:00.000+08:00

Am i the last man standing in this blog?
I definitely hope not.
How's study for you guys?
I hope it isn't as bad as mine!
I tried so hard,
But things seems to get harder.

When the going gets tough,
The tough gets going.
How true is that for me?
I wonder...

Exams exams exams...
The one thing i cannot withstand.
Someone pull me out of this tragic end.
Before my face ends up in the newspaper
At the newspaper stand.

I just saw how L changed the world.
Wonder if he could change mine too.
However, i couldn't watch in peace.
All thanks to Exams,
It ruined my movie.

But there was another thing,
that popped out of nowhere.
This feeling that yearns badly,
A voice shouting out for something big.
Or perhaps someone.
This feeling...
I guess it's inevitable.
But it may be the way,
To change my world.

I miss you, Hui Ying.

Heaven and Hell

2008-02-22T23:03:00.000+08:00

I'm in heaven lately.
Your presence alone is holy.
It's funny how things can turn out,
But i guess such things,
I still can't figure out.
Hahahaha!

Without you saying a word,
I feel pure innocence.
It is you that made me smile.
And i doubt, it's just a little while.
My heart is jumping,
But i hope I'm not stumbling.

In this place called heaven,
Somehow I'm still curious,
About things that shouldn't be a bother.
But it's ok i guess,
For there are things more important to attend.
What is so important that even I cannot withstand?
It goes by the name of, EXAMS.
Good luck to you all in the next few days.
Hope i don't see you in a daze.

T__T

2008-02-22T22:20:00.001+08:00

I GOT NUMBER 5'S NUMBER BUT I DONT KNOW WHAT THE HELL TO DO WITH IT.

LOL.

SMS?

WHAT THE HELL SHOULD I SAY?

oh my. no use.

3 Guys, 1 Post.

2008-02-21T21:15:00.000+08:00

Here we are,
We have come so far.
Into the east,
It's Pasir Ris,
At Wenjie's house,
We saw his mouse (Chinchillas).

Then we played Wii,
On his small TV.
Then to a picture of the moon,
Lynette played Guitar Hero,
While Wenjie crooned.

We were supposed to study,
But things weren't destined to be.
From serious work,
It became plain jerks
Of the Wii-mote that hurts.

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Under the beautiful silver light,
The wolves come to live.
The hunger for blood,
Destroying peoples' trust.
But who are we to judge?
When we ourselves,
Drain the life of the one who trusted us.

In the night,
The howling stretches,
Reaching to everyone of us.
And our fear grows,
As we wait for the sun.
Is there anyone out there,
To save our pitiful lives?

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waves of pleasure,
too hard to measure.
as i crept close,
to her sacred cove.
she whispered i'm yours,
i looked into her eyes and said, "of course"
atop of a sacred shrine,
a holy communion, two bodies combine.
i savored her strawberry candy lips,
as my hands crept over her perky t***.
as my fingers crept into her grove,
t'was like angels singing above.
take me now please i beg you,
she whispered softly, a cat's mew.
her husky low purring voices,
aroused in me, my deepest senses.
this was the signal to go ahead,
as i pushed her down on the bed.
she gave a moan as i entered,
the size of me she had taken forgranted.
grinding hips,
interlocking lips.
a pleasurable moan,
the seed is sown.
a short cuddle,
in bed we huddle.
we ended the night just then,
but many more i'm sure we'll plan.

Thank you

2008-02-20T22:35:00.000+08:00

If i had a chance to make things right,
I would. Haha~
But things had already happened,
And I'm glad i had the chance to tell you the truth.

It was very shocking for me at the start.
Didn't expect today to be the day.
But still, Thank you,
For answering and painting me a clearer picture.
I DO feel better.

You asked a question,
The very same you asked the others.
I said i didn't know, but perhaps its your smile.
Well, we can say that it is true.
But let me try to put in more words to it.

The first time i took notice of you,
Your smile captivated me.
Your smile became my motivation to many things.
But soon after i knew you,
I realized it wasn't just that.

From just the smile,
It became the whole you.
Things that you deserve,
Are much more than just this.
It shocked me a little,
But i realized that
You are the one.

The one who i can shower my love with,
The one i dream when i'm asleep,
The one i walk home when it's dark under the moon.
And perhaps,
The one who i want to be by the side
when things are not going well for you.

There is perhaps nothing in this world,
I won't do for you.
I guess that's why i am starting to understand,
Why it has to be you.

I guess such words,
I can only say when I'm not in front of you.
At least for now.
But still,
It's my honour to have this day with you.
Thank you.

Joke Poem

2008-02-19T23:06:00.000+08:00

listen to me, there are many many fish in the sea.
dont give up the whole forest for one tree.
i can introduce you to my fren fee.
she quite nice, every saturday free.

you want catch fish dont use hook,
if you use hook,
hard to look.
girls are like fish must use net,
one time jio 10 surely get.

LOL short poem which i wrote on the spot for d0minic, who's a guy with a problem at hand as well (:

continuation.

girlfriends are so hard to please,
tell them love them, dont believe.
i think best is just have fling
fuck them, next day dont need think.

life so short just be happy
why on one girl spend money?
spend on two or spend on three.
two leg two boat damn easy.

i was just joking man.

Eden Eden enough is enough

2008-02-19T18:01:00.000+08:00

Lol. Still remember my mom told me once that she was about to name my younger brother, Enough. Meaning. Enough children already. =X
Just to start out the post at a cheerful level. :)
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Now to the point. Thank you Mr Roti boy aka Wenjie for chatting with me. Actually everything is ok for me le...(Most probably alright le)
Yea, so like my title says. Enough is enough. So enough. Nothing and nothing and nothing will come. :)
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Haha. only a few people might understand the above.
It is the little things you do. The LITTLE things.
Have a great evening people. :)

After thoughts.

2008-02-19T17:58:00.000+08:00

Talked to some people once again,
Kept me thinking even more.
Exams are coming,
But my emotions are swaying.
I know it isn't the right time,
I really don't want to do it now.
You are the last person i want to see
Being affected by these things.
However i have things i gotta say.

There are things i don't know,
Like how many guys,
What have they done,
Or who stand the higher chance?
But one thing i know for sure,
Is that though I was never out with you before,
Or when things cropped up and i'm last to know,
I really wish i can be there.
I don't care who are they,
Or what have they done,
I want to prove my worth.

Surprises aren't the only things i want to give you,
I want to go beyond that.
I really want to have the chance to talk to you,
Face to face.
But that, perhaps i will have to leave it after 10 days.
I know my behaviour now,
May mean suicidal to my chances.
But i really don't know how to put it to you on MSN.
I feel a barrier around you,
When I thought i could,
I just can't bring myself to it.

By now, I guess it's obvious.
This thing in me has grown to some more.
I may be not be the fastest guy to confess to you,
I may not be the guy who is closest to you.
But there's just this something that i guess,
I have to tell you,
I love you...

I don't know what the consequences may be,
But i will bear the responsibilities with my own hands.
And still wish you,
All the best.

Neither this nor that lorh.

2008-02-18T23:34:00.001+08:00

MrEden, MrEden.
Your question did kept me thinking.
So what now?
Seriously i don't know.
I am not sure if my message will be like yours.
Hahaha!
So no more poems for now,
I'll just get straight to the point eh?

Seriously, i don't know where things are going.
I feel stuck in the middle.
I have TONS and TONS of things stuck in me now.
Like a bottle of champagne just waiting to be opened.
But perhaps i'll just wait after this period of examination.
I can't trash the ENTIRE thing out of me now,
I don't think it will do me or her or anyone any good.
But let's just put it this way.
I hope AND pray,
Maybe, just maybe,
We will be able to see the daylight of tomorrow, together as one.

Not a poem

2008-02-18T20:28:00.000+08:00

Alright. This is not gonna be a poem. I can't do poems.
So this is gonna be the first normal post for this blog. (I'm not saying that the poems are abnormal)
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Wenjie, wenjie, didn't expect us to do the same thing at the same time on the same day too. ;)
Well. So my question is. What now?

Hi Ms S. Really appreciate the long long chat we had. Quite surprising that our thinking were somewhat the same at a point in time. But now as we look back, it is all in the past right? It is too late now for things to start over again. As I said before, some chances once lost are gone forever. People can say that they have moved on, but in reality, have they really move on? Some may have, some may not have. So where am I? Go figure eden. But you know that you will be fine...
Time is all we all need...
I think?
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How? Something can happen, which would lead to another thing from happening and eventually another thing would happen.
Or if nothing happen, nothing will happen and eventually nothing will ever happen.
Choices.

chermaine!

2008-02-18T09:10:00.000+08:00

okay i never said that we MUST write poems! (:

WELL YOU ARE THE ONE, THE ONE THAT LIES CLOSE TO ME.

WHISPER'S HELLO I MISS YOU QUITE TERRIBLY.

I FELL IN LOVE, IN LOVE WITH YOU QUITE SUDDENLY.

NOW THERE'S NO PLACE ELSE I COULD BE BUT HERE IN YOUR ARMS.

damn nice song. lol. keith's losing his voice. oh my.

i miss my girl chermaine,
she has a hairy mane.
see her through a window pane,
wish can bring her sit aeroplane.

sometimes she make my heart so pain,
because she refuse to sit train.
i tell her use to use her brain,
she say, sit train too plain.

i ask her what she want
she say eat hor fun.
i say hor fun not nice.
lets eat chicken rice.

because of that she want dump me.
so no choice, accompany her eat mee.
but eat abit i laosai already.
want to shit, but cannot let her see.

i hide in toilet, pretend that i pee.
but she climb over the top to stare at me.
i almost shit in my pants.
please oh please. hear me rant.

darling oh darling let me shit
keeping it in me is no easy feat.
my asshole keep getting hit
by the really big piece of shit.

darling oh darling hear my plea
i am not here just to pee,
but could you stop staring at me.
or else i really want to flee!

i see her play basketball
then go with her to tampines mall.
she from far away shout my name
everyone think she insane.

but i no choice she is my girlfriend
to her my hand i must lend.
or else she will probably murder me.
or sell me to "karang guni"

she always go clubbing
wear lots of bling bling
i beg you please give me chance.
i really dont know how to dance.

i step on the dance floor show my stance.
people thought i in a trance.
call police say i take ecstasy,
then take my chermaine away from me.

chermaine i miss you so,
without you i feel so low.
although you got thick eyebrow,
i can use lawn mower to mow.

so please dont leave me, find me in jail
or go to the lawyer ask him for bail
cos it was your fault that i am there.
use your face and give them a scare!

or you can act like a bear,
offer them some china pear.
or you can strip bare,
and show them your spongebob underwear! (i give you last year vdae one leh)

one day i really go your house
tell your parents i'm your spouse.
they sure take parang and kill me
but i so brave i will not flee.

anything for you i will do,
even spend my night in the loo.
one day i will bring you to the zoo.
and see some kangaroo.

cherm i will love you
until the longkang water become blue.
i've said it before and i'll say it again.

I LOVE YOU AS LONG AS A YELLOW BANANA.

To be or not to be?

2008-02-18T00:30:00.000+08:00

Wow Wow, Mr Eden.
Glad to see you typing a little.
Don't worry about not being poetic,
Cause i think mine are much more idiotic.
We may have 1 same problem,
But some things do require talent.
In this particular situation,
I think we have lost to the other fella!

Hahahaha!
Now back to serious business.

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So guys,
What's the progression?
Are we all going to suffer depression?
Or are we going to take some action?
Let me share my thoughts with you.

I have decided to take SOME action,
But with a slow momentum.
I don't want to rush.
Neither do i want to say mum.
So i will let time play its role,
And perhaps, i may get a GOLD.
If time is what she needs,
Then it is what i'll give.
Everybody needs a little moment.
Even I, do have my moments.

But you know what?
After this long posting,
I started thinking.
Maybe all we need is a little patience!
Maybe by then,
We can carry out a plan.
From 3 guys 1 problem,
To 3 guys, No problem.
Hahahaha!

It is my problem afterall

2008-02-17T19:23:00.000+08:00

Eden Eden here you are
The blog seems so empty without your roar
You have many things you wanna say
But your heart just seem so faraway

Remember that you told your friend
To think of something and lend you a hand
Grateful grateful to the poem he did
Because he didn't make you sound like a kid

Emo emo emo elmo
This is not call finding nemo
The heart you locked up in the box
Would one day one day be unlock

People ask you for the day and time
But it's as hard as making this rhyme
But soon soon I will tell you when
Because this post is coming to an end

What I feel is more than words describe
Or any pill that one could prescribe
So just count from one to three
And I will eventually be set free

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P.S. I can't do all these poetic stuff but at least I tried.

CCHMS NUMBER 5

2008-02-17T10:59:00.000+08:00

number 5 oh number 5
you hide like queen bee in a hive.
getting your number is so hard
but you've already stolen my heart!

when i see you touch the ball
my jaw drops and saliva fall.
if only i could only ask for more.
but i never see you anymore.

when you walk past on your feet
you make my heart just skip a beat.
the way you drink ribena, so unique.
i'd like to learn that awesome feat.

one day i'd like to meet
your parents and to them i'll greet
"i want your daughter's hand in marriage"
i'll fly her away in a pumpkin carriage.

if one day i get your number
my 1000(free) sms send to you forever.
but your number so hard to get.
too bad your face i cannot forget.

why must you be from chung cheng high.
i go your school find you, also "shi bai"
find you until i wanna die.
your friendster profile damn cheebye.

why must you set it to private?
bet your handphone calls also divert.
you turn off your messaging.
then how i type song to sing?

then you dont know any of my friend.
you from faraway distant land?
i ask karen ask her boyfriend
because he know some of your friend

in the end its all futile
though i went the extra mile.
her boyfriend cannot be bothered.
then the last of my hopes smothered.

zhiying also dont want give me.
your email even when i plea.
when i finally find your blog,
the blog is dead, shrouded in fog.

then your name, is what? meliSa.
usually people spell meliSSa.
then your friendster put "mel"
didnt know it was you, cannot tell.

are you playing hard to get
or are you making me forget
i dont care if you are short
cos you're freaking bloody hot.

you so cute, i call you kawaii,
treat you eat sashimi, "ai mai?"
just go on a date with me,
everything you eat is free.

if i ever see you again.
i am sure my heart will pain.
your number i will obtain.
be it sunshine or be it rain.

number 5 oh number 5,
come out of your bee hive.
be my princess be my queen,
though it may sound obscene.

and we can have our fairytale.
i will buy you a whale
and on top of it we'll sit
and on the horizon our lips will meet.

CCHMS VBALL NUMBER 5 (LIBERO) IF YOU EVER HAPPEN TO SEE THIS PLEASE CONTACT ME AT iampenguin175@hotmail.com / 98191835 ASAP THANK YOU.

A new beginning.

2008-02-17T04:31:00.000+08:00

Wow, that's all i can say.
To this blog to finally awake.
3 guys, 1 problem.
Is it just going to be filled with poems?
Or rubbish that comes out
with no intention?
Oh well~
Why do i even bother?

I too, have a problem.
That's why I'm part of this blog.
But what am i going to say?
When i have never done this.
Let me summarize things a little.
So things will look simple.

I am glad,
Things were off my chest.
I told you how i felt,
But didn't know what i had to dealt with.
But with no regrets,
I will still wait.
For that's all i can ever say.
I will not lock it up anymore,
For my case isn't like Eden's.
And hopefully not Keith.
But there is definitely,
Something more i have to keep.
Not from the past,
Neither from the present.
But things that i want to say,
Yet i can't.
Why you may ask?
Because some things can't be expressed through words,
But by little actions.

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On a little note,
I want to wish a few folks.
Happy birthday to you,
Trish and Zi Yun.
Stay pretty as always.

Poem on behalf of Eden

2008-02-16T12:13:00.001+08:00

i'd lock my heart
in boxes
and throw away the key.
cos they said if you love someone
you would set them free.
i'd put it in another box too
sealed with super glue.
though secretly i know deep down
i'm screaming, "i miss you"
into another i'll put the first,
difficult as it seems.
they say what is meant to be,
will eventually be.
words i want to say, words i never will.
the past is in the past, my wishes unfulfilled.

sometimes i think i miss you,
and then i cant move on.
sometimes i think i'd wish you,
to be happy with a song.
sing it with all my heart,
and tears fall from my eyes.
what's happened has happened.
dont look back, dont sigh.

things like this,
are never meant
to be released.
the only way to do so
is to throw away the keys.
difficult as it may seem
i'm going to move on.

------ okay enough of emo stuff time for the fun part------

i numb myself with homework
and listen to hokkien song.
i party like a rockstar
and emo like a god.
but seriously i think, im the incarnate of a frog.
garry tell me teoheng,
i say i slit my wrist.
wenjie ask me show a smile
i punch him with my fist
i act like i dont care
but actually i do.
i love you more than words can say,
i hope you love me too
listen to my love song
listen to me moo
this is a poem
specially for you!

i use bristleback
and shoot nasal goo.
you look at me like i'm a freak
and my heart splits in two.
i everyday drink magnolia milk
until cow cannot moo.
the milk infect my intestine
i shit, got watery poo.
but i dont want to shit in school
i want use my own loo.

---------- song time------------

tune of "welcome to the black parade"

the part that goes...

Sometimes I get the feeling she's watching over me....

sometimes i've got this feeling
she's eating wan ton mee,
and other times i want to suck her toe!
i throw it up cos her toe's too small, i prefer wan ton mee.
and then i run and flush down toilet bowl~~~~
i'll carry on, i'll carry on.
i'll suck your toe if you need me.
the memory of its taste will linger on! linger on!

okay fuck this i wanna go dota. enough. bye.

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2008-02-16T01:14:00.000+08:00

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